Saturday, December 1, 2012

PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME

As  you ALL know, I'm B17 obsessed. It's kind of hard not to be, since it was this that saved my life. Does that mean I don't give credit to my Lord and Savior? By all means, NO! After all, B17 is a concentrated form of GOD'S apricot seeds! HE is my Great Physician. HE is the one who SAVED MY LIFE through HIS MEDICINE. I have no doubt this healing has come because of the thousands of prayers that went up on my behalf. Absolutely, NONE. God is the one to be glorified in all of this, not B17 (an inanimate object). It's important that all of you know this because I don't think I've been making this clear. And I'm truly sorry for that. My God deserves to by GLORIFIED. He's the one who brought me through this, who carried me, and has met me on the other side.

My obsession of B17 comes, not because it's my "god," but because I want others to experience the same healing I have! Hence, why I'm desperate to get the word out to as many people as I can. There's too little information out there about this. GOD has provided a means for us to be healed! Therefore, I'm sharing the news.

Personally, I have more faith in God's healing through the amazing foods He has created than I do in the man-made, synthetic drugs money has to offer. Hence, another reason I'm B17 obsessed. God is my healer, and he's also BIGGER than Big Pharma and the FDA, and ALL THE NATIONS OF THE WORLD PUT TOGETHER! He will protect me as I stand up for Him and HIS medicine.

No, I don't deny that I'm obsessed. But I'm also OBSESSED about my God, and THIS HEALING has come FROM HIM! Hence, another reason for my excitement!

Please keep in mind, it's just been over a month that I discovered (after a TWO YEAR HEART-WRENCHING BATTLE) that my fight is FINALLY OVER! That I am finally FREE of cancer! I have GOD to THANK FOR IT! Believe me, I'm thanking Him! Perhaps I haven't voiced this enough, and deep down, I feared I might not have been sharing my appreciation for my Father enough, and my deep gratitude for the amazing miracle He has given me. Please forgive me my brothers and sisters if you missed that. I believe God should be glorified because of this!

Now back to being obsessed. I'm asking for your patience because some have said I'm gonna lose my friends over being so B17 happy, and others have said I shouldn't forget my family in all this, and others have said they feared B17 was becoming my golden calf. Please know, my motivation is not to glorify this vitamin. It is simply to HELP OTHERS FIND HEALING, which I believe God WANTS me to do. I believe it would be a sin if I didn't share. How in the world could I keep this to myself?! How can anyone keep such a HUGE discovery to themselves? Honestly, I think God allowed this to happen to me because He knew I wouldn't keep quiet about it! And as for my family, they're as obsessed as I am, so we're ALL spreading the wonderful news! But also know, I will eventually calm down, relax and talk about other things in my life---eventually. Just give me time.

So with that in mind, know I love you all for helping to "keep me in line," and know I do give God the glory for my healing and believe HE is the ONE WHO HEALED ME (after all, who invented apricot seeds, and have I not mentioned more than once Genesis 1:29?), and know I will eventually move back into normalcy.

I won't stop spreading the word as long as it can help someone else and as long as I have a mouth. In the future, I might not be quite so fanatic about it, but that doesn't mean I'll not tell others about it when they ask. Just give me time to get this immense excitement out of my system. K?

Thank you for your love and understanding. I LOVE YOU ALL! xxx

21 comments:

  1. Sandi, I have never doubted that you're praising God and giving Him the glory for your healing. I, too, believe He gave us everything we need through nature to live healthy lives. I don't believe our health is supposed to be so difficult. If only more people believed this way. You have a voice-you have been healed. Please don't give up sharing your good news. I'll be praying.

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    1. Thank you so much, Shari! Thank you for not doubting me. I'm also not perfect, so I can understand, and I appreciate, the corrections. Bless you! xxx

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  2. Sandi,

    You are a major inspiration in all facets of your life. I've read everything you have to say about B-17 here (along with some of your other topics) and at Amazon.com. Please don't feel guilty about spreading the good word, no matter who or what it entails. I can't wait to be shouting the truth from the rooftops myself in a few months! God Bless...

    Peace,
    Joe

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  3. You said that well Sandi, there will always be some that don't want to believe something so simple could be the answer to all the heartache that is out there from so many people dying of cancer.
    Look at how simple it would be for folks to accept God into there lives and believe they can be saved for eternity but they don't and make it a complex thing.
    I am so happy for you and glad you are speaking out.

    Paula O(kyflo130@yahoo.com)

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    1. Paula, I can't tell you how often this has made me see the similarities of sharing the gospel. You can lead a horse to water but you can't make 'em drink.

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  4. Sandi, I guess unlike some, I sort of knew that was implied/understood. I don't tell my sister I'm coming over to her house for dinner tomorrow if God's willing and the creek doesn't rise (which is translated if traffic isn't gridlocked). I just say "I'm coming over for dinner tomorrow." I had to know you, read your work, and follow your blog a very short amount of time to know you give God glory in everything. Much love, NK

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    1. Thank you, Nancy. It did shock me that folks would think I didn't believe this came from God.

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    2. Me too... I knew your faith in God was strong because of the courage you talked about Him giving you through all this. The courage He gave you to pass out flyers, to go into the hospital, even to stand up to your Dr. and tell him you weren't going to do chemo any more, you were going to do this God's way with God's medicine. How much more do you need to say? That should be enough. I'm sure it is enough for God. HE knows where your loyalties lie. And HE does not see as mankind sees, He looks into the heart and sees the truth.

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  5. Flower, None of this is news to me. I ALWAYS listen to your heart. I'm sorry others haven't been.

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    1. My flower. I'm glad you hear my heart. :-)

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  6. Whatever God chooses to use to bless you with healing is worthy of appreciation and thanksgiving. He even used mud to bring sight to a blind man! I do think it's a mistake to suggest that B-17 (or mud) is going to be the cure for everyone. If B-17 were a cure-all, the medical community would have had us all cancer free long ago. But you have every reason to rejoice in your healing.

    Congratulations on your new blog. I think it's a good time to be separating your two passions and giving each of them their own space. Blessings to you and your family this Christmas.

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    1. Oh, Careann. I thought EXACTLY the same way. If this really works on everyone, my doc would give it to everyone, and all the doctors would be using it. But there's a whole story behind this simple vitamin that is so very sad and ruled by lovers of money. According to Dr. Krebs who discovered B17, it works on ALL CANCERS. And you can read about several case histories in Dr. Richardson's book LAETRILE CASE HISTORIES and read about how he was healing people with numerous types of cancer and the government shut him down and arrested him for it. Cancer is big business. I've lived it, experienced it, and now I know the truth of it.

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  7. God allowed an author to get cancer and led her to the discovery of a cancer cure. Couldn't POSSIBLY be that God wanted her to write about it? To TELL people about it? Nah... God wouldn't have thought of that. Would He? Maybe?

    Ha ha... of COURSE He wants you to tell the world! God knows exactly who you are, and He knows exactly the passion in your heart, and as long as you are following Him, and allowing Him to direct your steps, He will bless your efforts and lead you to the place He wants you to be. And perhaps you will buy some people some more time on earth so that they can use that time to either come to a saving knowledge of Him for eternity, or lead others to eternity that might not have otherwise been saved. God's focus is on eternity, but He uses us mortal creatures trapped in this linear timeline to accomplish His purposes. How amazing is that? Keep telling the world WHATEVER IT IS that God has burdened on your heart, and He will lead you to victory. Eternal victory in Him!

    God bless you and ALL the many works He has called you to do.

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    1. Thank you for your encouraging words, Laurene. I can't tell you how much I needed them right now. You reminded me of a lot that I did that I had forgotten. Thank you! xxx

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  8. Sandi,
    Thank you for telling your inspiring story. It is very evident that your faith in HIM and B17 together made your cure possible. It gives those of us battling some hope that with prayer and your information we too may get to that "cure". I am also curious as to your diet. I have read so much that you must be on a "raw food" diet. After trying that and juicing for over a year with no success I was wondering what you did as far as what you ate. Again thank you so much. I keep coming to your blog and reading your amazing story and am looking forward to reading some of your books. I am posting as anonymous as I have not told my family about my decision to try alternative approaches as they are all so passionate about the traditional methods of treating cancer. Thank you, thank you!!!

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    1. I'm afraid I didn't and don't have a good diet. I'm working on it. I did juice some, but now I only have morning smoothies with fruits and cancer-killing veggies like kale, etc. So, I can't say that my diet did me any good. Just prayer and B17. I've found that folks who get on it too late (after trying rounds of chemo and radiation, etc), the B17 doesn't work as well. I was one of them, but I was blessed in that it worked. My tumors weren't huge, which I know made a big difference. The sooner a person can start on the B17 in their treatment plan, the better. If you can get your hands on the book "Laetrile Case Histories" by Richardson and Griffin, it will tell you how much B17 to take, etc. Here's a link to it:http://www.amazon.com/Laetrile-Case-Histories-Richardson-Experience/dp/0912986387/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1354843037&sr=8-1&keywords=Laetrile+Case+Histories

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  9. Thank you so much for your help and response about diet. I have been off of sugar, flour, meat, dairy for a long time with no results. I have just recently found this about B-17 so hopefully this and prayer will help. It is encouraging that you beat yours without such an extreme vegan, raw food diet.

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    1. It sounds like you're doing great with your diet. Cancer LOVES sugar. I haven't been eating as much sugar. I use stevia for sweetener. But sugar is in everything, so it's impossible to avoid completely.

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  11. Hi Sandi, I have read your story and it gives me hope! I, too, had to go through stem cell transplant after 6 months of failed conventional treatment. I had to go through more salvage chemotherapy and I had my stem cell in December of 2015. I am 4 months out now and everything seems great. However, I do not want this to reoccur as I had been fighting for over 1.5 years already. I just started on 9 apricot seeds a day and just recently bought b17 (novodalin) brand. I am also having maintenance chemo for a year which I just started (brentuximab). Do you think taking the apricot seeds and b17 will interfere with my conventional treatment? I really don't want to take this treatment and wishing b17 and eating apricot seeds are all I need but I am scared and am trying to do whatever it take to keep this away.

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